I hate me!! I measured myself again last night (I do it every other weekend when I'm at my dads) and my waist is not 1/2", not 1" but 1.5" bigger. Grrr.... When will I stop bingeing? I just love food so much. I never want to stop eating. I just want to eat and eat and eat. It's so frusterating. I want to scream. Diet pills. Maybe I should try those ( Read more... )

I keep binging. What is wrong with me? Why can't I stop? All I want is to be thin. All this fasting and exercising drives me bananas, but I have to do it. I did 1200 jumping jacks and sit-ups the other day. It's out of control. The nutritionist is trying to help me, but I'm not sure it's really working. I wish I was dead....then I wouldn't have to ( Read more... )