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I keep binging. What is wrong with me? Why can't I stop? All I want is to be thin. All this fasting and exercising drives me bananas, but I have to do it. I did 1200 jumping jacks and sit-ups the other day. It's out of control. The nutritionist is trying to help me, but I'm not sure it's really working. I wish I was dead....then I wouldn't have to think about food or Linda anymore. I don't understand why Linda blocked me....I was only going on what she had told me. She said that Victoria was going to move out at spring break and she also said she could make room for another body at her house. And now she has blocked me. Why can I never do anything right?