I got into a fight with my girlfriend again...she kept suggesting that I should go into therapy first before I decide on anything and I kept denying it and saying that I want to start being trans as soon as possible. She was being pretty reasonable so I don't know why I was being so stubborn and horrible. :( That degenerated into her getting upset ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here for awhile because I was in Oberlin visiting my girlfriend over the past week and a half. I was all over the place emotionally, I guess from repressing myself so much over the years. Oberlin was also depressing as shit, as usual. But other than that, it was great. I have never felt any closer to her than I felt over that week ( Read more... )

I always thought I was just genetically unlucky with my attraction to girls. Most people seem to be attracted to the kind of identity that compliments them - gay guys to gay guys, gay girls to gay girls, and straight guys to straight girls. These are not just about appearence, but behavior and demeanor. I could never really figure out why, then, I ( Read more... )

I'm so utterly self-conscious about everything it's sickening. I picked this layout and then thought I was overcompensating by being deliberately too girly with the colors. But I like purple, so fuck 'em. I do wish the pink part wasn't there, but the style gods seem to be working against me in allowing more customization ( Read more... )