im about ready to leave. this city is seriously just killing me. everything about it. i miss the way things were a month ago. i miss the way things were a year ago even more. i should be going home sometime soon. i just hope that when i leave, i'll still be with you.
im like basicly living on my own right now. times are awesome. i figured out what i want to be when i grow up, which is a teacher. how cool would that be? for all of you that dont know, im going out with heather green now, and i love her alot. shes so cute. and fun and yeah.
wow i cant even remember the last time i have updated this thing. so much has gone on! whatev, im going on tour this summer, buy tshirts from my band so we can tour happily =)
im really frustrated! writing the music for the upcoming demo is hard. ive never really been the one to write the lyrics, but now that im a frontman i need to put forth my singing and my words. its soo hard. i have so much to write about but i dont know how to word it. and i dont really know if i like the music that we have been making.
as alot of you can see, i deleted all my old entries from before i moved here, i realized that i was never alive before i moved here. it wasnt a waste, but it made me realize who i do not want to be when im older. it make me realize that there is life, there is love, and there is hope.
life is amazing, i have the most amazing girlfriend in the world, i love her. the band is going along amazingly. we plan to start shows in january, same with our sampler.
so last night was amazing. not just the fact that i was with her. but the fact that when i looked into her eyes, i knew that we would be together. it almost felt like it was the first time i had ever looked into her eyes. it was amazing. happy birthday.