You may have forgotten me because of my absentness. :)

So, how are you all? I'm okay. A lot better. I have my brief moments of wanting to jump off of a building, but everyone does, right?

I hope you all are good.

i dunno.

i dunno anything.

i dunno if i want to go back to college.

i dunno if i want to play music.

these two things were my anything.

but now...

i dunno anything.

'cept..............................

i got a tattoo. what a refreshing feeling.

"When children's dreams are shattered, the whole world weeps."

So, I have a lot of things to tell. It feels like I haven't updated in years 'cause I have so much news ( Read more... )

So, I'm tired as hell and it's only 11 pm. And did I mention that I have to go into work at 12 am? Yeah, I'm DEFINITELY sleeping all damn day tomorrow ( Read more... )

i have four blood clots on my legs.

i tried to explain the whole story like 10 times but this pc keeps messing up.

it's nothing too serious the doctor says. but they hurt like hell.

So, I guess I've got a lot of updating to do since I've been MIA for like, 3 weeks ( Read more... )

i have decided not to celebrate christmas this year.

yeah. i'm just the grinch (or scroodge more like it) disguised as a becka...

humbug.

Do you have any idea how hard it is to remain happy and put a smile on your face when everything's wrong?

Actually I'm sure most of you do...

Anyways, if I were you, I wouldn't look to hear oe I suppose "see" from me in a while.

Things are not good.

Happy Holidays everyone. Hope all is well and continues to go well.

LOVE, Becka

And so you're movin' back to leave this place behind ( Read more... )