I don't even know.
So, I have a lot of things to tell. It feels like I haven't updated in years 'cause I have so much news.
Christmas sucked. But it always does. This year mom and dad didn't have any money to buy me anything, so I told them not to worry about it. So, I bought my sister jeans, my nephews toys, my mom a pea coat and my dad a cell phone. Plus I bought some things for Kaela and Kadi. Especially since Kaela is moving to Kanasas soon. I got her "The Wizard of Oz" book and wrote inside: "To Kaela: May the miles that come in between us lead us both to our wildest dreams." And, just to let you know...I thought that was pretty freakin' sweet. ha :)
Lately I've been making a lot of new friends since I can't depend on many of my old ones anymore. And since I can't go back to school, I can't look forward to seeing all my beautiful college friend's faces on a daily bases. My friend nicole, who is 18, just got married on the 26th. We're taking her to a strip club in two weeks...it's going to be the bomb diggidy.
There is a new boy. He's a sweet talker AND he's finnnnneee. His name is Brandon and he likes me a lot. All of these things, however, do not change the fact that I am in no mood for any kind of clinginess or some kind of bullshit relationship. I think he's getting the hint by me not returning his phone calls and such. What can I say? Why is he different from the seven other guys I've ditched in the last year? Oh yeah, he really isn't. I'd be stupid to trust mostly anyone right now.
Mom and Amy drove me to the ER last night in Columbus. Why, you ask? Well, the number of blood clots that I'd started with have literally doubled in numbers and size since my last update. Yes, that's right, I have 8 blood clots now. The doctores said they still aren't anything that I need to worry about in the next two weeks though, but I do have to have a test to see if I have any on the inner vessels. They also gave me more pain medication and blood thinners. They think that the infection on my right leg may be caused by a bone disease, which I have to get tested for also when they do the x-rays for my inner vessels. On top of that, I've been having really bad chest pains and they told me if I ever get short of breath, that I need to call a doctor immediatly. They didn't really go into detail about that, so i'm kind of worried. Especially since they keep getting worse.
Anyways, I hope everyone's holidays are going well.
Much love, Becka
Christmas sucked. But it always does. This year mom and dad didn't have any money to buy me anything, so I told them not to worry about it. So, I bought my sister jeans, my nephews toys, my mom a pea coat and my dad a cell phone. Plus I bought some things for Kaela and Kadi. Especially since Kaela is moving to Kanasas soon. I got her "The Wizard of Oz" book and wrote inside: "To Kaela: May the miles that come in between us lead us both to our wildest dreams." And, just to let you know...I thought that was pretty freakin' sweet. ha :)
Lately I've been making a lot of new friends since I can't depend on many of my old ones anymore. And since I can't go back to school, I can't look forward to seeing all my beautiful college friend's faces on a daily bases. My friend nicole, who is 18, just got married on the 26th. We're taking her to a strip club in two weeks...it's going to be the bomb diggidy.
There is a new boy. He's a sweet talker AND he's finnnnneee. His name is Brandon and he likes me a lot. All of these things, however, do not change the fact that I am in no mood for any kind of clinginess or some kind of bullshit relationship. I think he's getting the hint by me not returning his phone calls and such. What can I say? Why is he different from the seven other guys I've ditched in the last year? Oh yeah, he really isn't. I'd be stupid to trust mostly anyone right now.
Mom and Amy drove me to the ER last night in Columbus. Why, you ask? Well, the number of blood clots that I'd started with have literally doubled in numbers and size since my last update. Yes, that's right, I have 8 blood clots now. The doctores said they still aren't anything that I need to worry about in the next two weeks though, but I do have to have a test to see if I have any on the inner vessels. They also gave me more pain medication and blood thinners. They think that the infection on my right leg may be caused by a bone disease, which I have to get tested for also when they do the x-rays for my inner vessels. On top of that, I've been having really bad chest pains and they told me if I ever get short of breath, that I need to call a doctor immediatly. They didn't really go into detail about that, so i'm kind of worried. Especially since they keep getting worse.
Anyways, I hope everyone's holidays are going well.
Much love, Becka