God, my head hurts.

I am going to cry...

I just need a degree and need to get the hell out of this department ( Read more... )

The Paper is DONE...a break is almost here. I don't think I could take one more day of school - this break is a necessity ( Read more... )

I am extremely depressed right now...I think I was coming off a "high" from work, and realizing that it was all for nothing was rather a disappointment. I try so f-ing hard, but on days like this, I really don't think that it matters.

I'm kinda confused...

Everything always turns out to be ok in the long run, or even better than that sometimes.

Christmas carols...it's funny how they can lighten your soul, even if it's the first week in November. I am almost looking forward to our first snowfall, but I haven't gone that far off the deep end yet.

It's fucking early in the morning, and I'm fucking scared shitless. Thank god for miracle pills from the psychiatrist...should be hitting my fucked up brain any second ( Read more... )

70 bucks in 4 1/2 hours...

life is looking up...

until I fall asleep and wake up to the nightmares that haunt me...

School can kiss my ass...

In general, I hate this time of year.

Here's something to keep me going --

After this year, I only have the following courses left to graduate:

ENG 315, EDU 361, EDU 302,303,305, MUS 452 and student teaching...

Sometimes the thought of being done with that stupid college is the only thing that keeps me going back...