Friends only, maybe?

I say comment until I figure out what's going on.

I am out of my fucking mind and my actions, thoughts, and feelings are completely irrational in every way.

However, I started exercising and am going to my first yoga class tomorrow so hopefully my absolute inability to contain my mind into some acceptable form will be overcome by ... deep breathing techniques, or whatever.

I have been sort of upset lately at my lack of social life, and how few people I have in my small circle of friends that I spend time with (either in or out of work). And today, over lunch with an old friend, I got into a pretty passionate explanation over why I am not-really-such-great-friends with some people, anymore ... and realized (finally) ( Read more... )

my first Organic Chemistry test was today, and I studied a lot for it ... I mean, a lot. To the point where I could have done more, still, but I still studied A LOT ( Read more... )

What I wouldn't give for a Republican in the national spotlight to be able to pronounce nuclear correctly.

I read all of these, and feel great joy in knowing others are doing well. But, I still can't help but feel like an emotionally distant voyeur. I think that's all I am, with everything, anymore.

So ... school starts Monday. Hello to Organic Chem I (+ lab), Biology I (+ lab), Survey to Human Diseases, and Honors foreign perspectives about Australia (probably the hardest ...). This week has been non-stop, and I'm sure this year will be, too, which is fine because after all of the shadowing I know exactly what it is I'm doing this for. I've ( Read more... )

- Working full time, and not doing much else ( Read more... )

With all of the things in my life and habits that I can't break that I am so unhappy with, a call from a friend with a, "I need you more in my life; you keep my life on track" made it feel like I could fix it all. Even if all I can fix is another person's inability to get a project done ... even if I can't fix my own.

Dear Starbucks' Venti Iced Coffee with Sugar and Whole Milk: thank you for ruling so hard ( Read more... )