For years now, Bill Palter has told me I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I think this might be the first time I actually feel that way.

-Eric

My life is a series of fuck ups.

-Eric

I really wanted to post something, but nothing is flowing.
This is all for now I suppose. That is, until months from now most likely.

-Eric

All I can really do right now is hope for the best.

-Eric

I'm beginning to feel like I over-analyze everything I do. I'm probably going to make myself crazy. All the Ratatat and Kid Cudi I've been listening to probably aren't helping. Fuck it. I'm just gonna keep on living.

-Eric

If I do ever decide to pursue photography, I'm moving to the UK and working for Front Magazine.

-Eric

I just watched Beautiful Losers. That documentary reopened my mind to something I had forgotten. I love chaos. It produces such beauty. Time to try to find something to entertain me and possibly sleep.

This is a time of shame and sorrow. It is not a day for politics. I have saved this one opportunity, my only event of today, to speak briefly to you about the mindless menace of violence in America which again stains our land and every one of our lives ( Read more... )

I just had a really vivid dream. I was about to ship off to the Navy, and had told nobody. Lisamarie showed up at my house for some reason, and I asked her for a ride to the base as soon as she walked in. She proceeded to ask me if I even remembered who she was. That hurt deeply. I had heard her voice before she even entered my home, and I perked ( Read more... )

I'm in control.

-Eric