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enjoi_luzz

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Nov 11, 2004 14:19

i never thought i'd feel as low as i do now. lately i've been feeling lower than i ever been. the things i do, the things i say...it all tears me apart inside. everything i experience, those around me feel it too. "emotional rollercoaster," is that what it's called? i'm feelin' more like an emotional breakdown. just six months ago i was on top of ( Read more... )

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treated17 November 11 2004, 14:08:26 UTC

*feels like shit*

mynek November 12 2004, 09:04:41 UTC

Afraid of Commitment

emoshunz November 12 2004, 11:23:33 UTC

Youre not throwing anything away, you are gaining more than you think. And No. you are not a "bad" girlfriend, if you were bad i would not be with you. Yeah we are going through some f'd up shit and i wont lie, i am going through a lot to be with you, why am i still with you? Cuz i see past all this b.s. thats goin on, i dont see through you but i see into you. No matter how you act or what you say or how much you hurt and cry and put up a fight, i have never before been so sure of one thing, that thing is that you love me. You dont have to say it, you dont have to show, i can see it everytime i look into your eyes. I KNOW u love and care for me, and i KNOW even more that i love and care for you and that's what's keeping me here, and for the long-term babydoll. At the end of the day, i kinda appreciate this test of durability, because honest to god, with everything to come in the future im almost certain it's not gonna be any easier for us. But do you actually think that i could ever leave you at your lowest point with no one to make ( ... )

murderoushearts November 12 2004, 16:12:10 UTC

I am in the total same situation you are. My life is really screwed up right now, and my gf is right by my side...if you need to talk... I am totally here for you. I am a emotional rollercoaster myself. Keep your head up, you will get through it...promise

brokengirl November 16 2004, 09:52:29 UTC

hey, i was searching through journals and saw yours. ehm, from what i read youre going through some tough times. i was that way with my ex too. hence i broke up with her. for her own good. but everyones situation is different. so, is it alright if i add you?