If anyone were to ask me four years ago, if I would be where I have gotten to today, I would have laughed at their faces and told them that they were fucking stupid...

Where I am now, is the most painful, feared situation that I have ever been in because two of my most deepest fears came true...

I'm not making her happy, and somehow, 'I'ts all my ( Read more... )

Guys i know this is going to make no sense, it doesn't to me either,and im sorry, im going to be blubbering through most of this post ( Read more... )

Today has been uneventful. I have the day off and really didn't do much of anything. I played some more of RE2 and .hack://Infection, Tora called about 3:30 and reminded me that she wanted me to do some of the dishes before she got home. Just finished what I could for now. -_-; I'm feeling so damn lazy.. it's really annoying. Tora, Void and myself ( Read more... )

Well... Today was.... not sure how to express how I currently feel, but I'm sure over the next few minutes that I can come up with something suffecient. -_-; Tora might/will have another job shortly and I can still say that I'm 'monojobmatic' unfortunatly I can't think of anything other than 'Video Guru' at Hastings...... It's really sad to see how ( Read more... )