My boyfriend and I are fighting now.  It started with him wanting to break up because I'm too insecure and negative.  I am those things.  We both kept talking and i suggested that we sty together and see if i can work on those things.  I believe that if you really want to make a change you can do it immediately.  Yes it will be hard to stop ( Read more... )

 My job is stable.

I'm starting at UVa (sort of) in two weeks.

I'm currently not fighting with my parents.

I've begun going to the gym, and I actually like it.

I go out to the city more and have a semi-legit friend in someone unexpected.

I'm still single. I don't know if I'm ok with that.  I honestly can't remember or imagine what it's like to be ( Read more... )

 i swear to god i eat everything i fucking see. fml. 

  The butter melts out of habit, you know the toast isn't even warm...

 i'm finally getting a little bit more in shape.

also addicted to tumblr.

but we haven't the moral courage. 
it is not life to lie in bed in the morning
& to gossip
& to dress up 
& to tear about in a car
& to go to night clubs without any assertion.

They never get their teeth into anything. 

 He described Vermeer's "girl with a pearl earring" as "It's like she's saying "the money's on the table.""

There was something cheap, nasty and poisonous about his relationship to the world.

 knock knock

who's there?

To.

To who?

To whom. 

  "I mean, god, look at you. Decadent, cynical, somewhat sickly, alienated, lost aristocratic scion? You read books, this is no stranger. "

 No doubt you'll think I'm giving in
To petulance and malice,
But in candor I am forced to say
That I'm sick of gracious living in
This stuffy little palace
And I wish that I could leave today.
I have suffered a lot
And I'm certainly not
Unaware that this life has its black side.
I have starved in a ditch,
I've been burned for a witch,
And I'm missing the ( Read more... )

i'm over being single.

that being said. i just got 'broadway lost treasures' a 4-disc dvd.

i'm not helping my case very much.