I've imported everything to DreamWidth, same username. I'm still going to read things here (well, get back to reading things here, some of you still post and that makes me happy) and I may cross-post, although to be honest I'm mostly on facebook now. I also have some things up at http://www.selfrescuingprincess.net. Love to you all!

This was set up for me, so if you are able to help, please do. By either donating or promoting the link. If you do it on Facebook, please do not tag me, I don't want to deal with his people right now.

https://www.gofundme.com/2869brrw

My heart my heart my heart my heart my heart.

Leo finally admitted he hasn't been in love with me for a long time, and then he moved his other partner in.

This. This is hell. Total hell.

I'm leaving,  but that feels horrible too.

The pain of staying and the pain of leaving are exactly equal.

The two of them will be gone the third week in September.  I am throwing all my stuff in a pod and ( Read more... )

I don't have an easy relationship with my mom, but we are very close. She's my favorite person in the world.

She finally had an MRI done after some recent falls.

She's got advanced cerebral atrophy
Dementia.

I am incredibly overwhelmed  right now.

Just to let you know my poem "Imposter Syndrome" is now available at http://www.ficklemuses.com!!

It has been quite awhile.

In 27 days, (June 26th) my very first published poem will be live at Fickle Muses.

I am very very excited about it.

As for everything else....I am very very excited about my poem!

(Situation largely unchanged at home with the exception of being on day 76 of a migraine.)

Thank you all for the support.  It means the world to me,  please believe that, no matter what.

There are days like the past few,  where he's so kind and supportive and even in his own words "clinging and snuggling" where he comes home for lunch 2 days in a row just to see me.

I wish I could believe it. I don't know what to do.  Even physically packing up my things is going to be a struggle,  with all my health issues. I just....I'm trying to ( Read more... )

This is my only safe space, really ( Read more... )