I'm stuck in the middle of two worlds. Confused. In love, but questioning my allegiance. How can I tell what I want if I can't experience it first-hand? How can I tell if what I have will last forever? Do I want forever? I don't want to disappoint anyone, but I don't want to disappoint myself either. You only get one life, and I don't want to be ( Read more... )

I don't understand who this person is in this journal anymore, all I can say is this person was lost and trying to fit in with the world. The world was not made for them - but they are living a different life now and this post is no longer applicable.