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just started my easter holidays but life is pretty blah. Tomorrow I'm going on a picnic thou, which should be rather nice, and after that I plan to drop in on Niki some time within the next 3 days. Other than that I just have to return a 2 week overdue video, :P I just finished reading memoirs of a geisha which i quite enjoyed, oh how a love ( Read more... )

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alas. Things stayed awkward. I broke up with James. It just wasnt fair on him, he was head over heels for me and I just didnt feel the same after the breakup. I know he misses me, and that makes me feel awful. The only way I can think of making him feel better would be to go out with him again, but I know htat we'll just end up in the same place ( Read more... )

OK, the problem has been sorted, in a way. James broke up with me, then I kissed John, then James said sorry, I want to go out with you again, so I felt I had to tell him about kissing John, which I did, so James broke up with me again, but we talked today, and we're going out again. This is good because this way I can still have both of them in my ( Read more... )

ahh, i think im going skightky mad. miki, you need to help me. or anyone, please. OK Im really happy with james, hes sooo lovely, but during the past week i have so started to fall for my long time friend john. The tricky part is i've always questioned whether I was TRUELY in love with James, with John I'm pretty sure. Blarg, I KNOW he likes me, ( Read more... )

blah, im still awake, i can not sleep, someone please give me something to do

i feel so restless. i dont know what to do. Im so lost it depresses me. i feel like shit.

alas, soon i will have my own computer and will be able to update with some regularity but for now i am stuck with once a month, or less. *sigh ( Read more... )

im pissed. mums never home, i can deal with that, but when shes gone for 3 days straight and noone know where shes gone i get worried. If i were to pull that kind of shit I'd be grounded for months. Arg, and when she finally does come back, she demands me and mathew (my little bro) drop everything to come home too. Not for any reason mind you, shes ( Read more... )