why do miserable people attract miserable people
alas. Things stayed awkward. I broke up with James. It just wasnt fair on him, he was head over heels for me and I just didnt feel the same after the breakup. I know he misses me, and that makes me feel awful. The only way I can think of making him feel better would be to go out with him again, but I know htat we'll just end up in the same place again and that things wont have changed. PLus, the time apart has been an eye opener, I still miss the hugs and stuff, but Im not really unhappy without James, I only feel bad because he's not happy. Alas, its seems that miserable people just attract other miserable people. On another note, I went and watched a play last night called Lysistrates. It had some great one liners. for example: lady: we must abstain
lady 2: But wont that be punishment for us too?
lady: there more than one way to plaease yourself, your do have fingers
lady 2: yes, but look at my fingers, do you think these 8 finger can fill the void in my mouth. :D
Blah, I dont want to deal with my life at school at the moment, but I cant run away from it either. I hate being forced to deal with things, sigh.
oh well. John's still being like the best friend ever to me, other than niki, but she doesnt count because she goes to a different school.
lady 2: But wont that be punishment for us too?
lady: there more than one way to plaease yourself, your do have fingers
lady 2: yes, but look at my fingers, do you think these 8 finger can fill the void in my mouth. :D
Blah, I dont want to deal with my life at school at the moment, but I cant run away from it either. I hate being forced to deal with things, sigh.
oh well. John's still being like the best friend ever to me, other than niki, but she doesnt count because she goes to a different school.