So this has definitly been by far the worst day of my life, as of yet. My dog, who I grew up with and had since the third grade died. Brandi. I loved Brandi so so so so much. She was loved beyond belief by my entire family. But in recent years she has been getting really sick. She lost her eye sight and then a few days ago started peeing with blood ( Read more... )

So im kinda sad i just stopped writing in here.
like i created this thing to explore my thoughts and events and feelings and such and i just stopped writing in it.
i dont even know why. 
the snow is killing me. i hate old ugly snow. it really makes me sad. and i think i have a pimple on my chin and that never happens and i dont really care. i have ( Read more... )

So its kinda my last night being a teenager. I told myself I wanted to do things that reminded me of my teenager years. Such as dance, or listen to really weird annoying pop punk songs, or pretend im really something im not, or make out with random boys who i have little to no interest in but i'm obviously not going to do that. What else did I do ( Read more... )

and it breaks my ha ha ha ha ha heart

dear 2007,
i have high expectations for you.
a new year, a new age, a new beginning.
and hopefully figuring myself out, at the same time.

<3

so this time tomorrow i will be inthe staten island thank god. i just realized i only types using my right hand and my left index finger and thumb whiletyping. thats rather odd i think i mean what do my other fingers do? just hang there. im trying to memorize my philosophy essay for my final tomorrow its not going to well. :( i hate philosophy. ( Read more... )

well my head is killing me. its been pounding all day ( Read more... )

so i decided i need to start writing in this again ( Read more... )

i can't wait to get paid to basically buy everything.
i work at hollister co. now.
and i love it.
and the people.
and the home office people.
and i cant wait till we open on thrusday. although opening the store had to be one of the hardest things in my life.
im loving summer. thats it

HA. im listening to can you feel the love tonight ( Read more... )