1. What is your middle name? Tara ( Read more... )

got up early and went to adams to help him finish packing then took all of them to bart at 10:30 and his flight leaves at 4. i hate planes so yesterday i bought him a calling card so he can let me know he is ok.18 days without adam.shit.i miss him already.he was laughin at me cuz i wouldnt stop lookin at him this mornin. i hope he has fun though.oi ( Read more... )

well nothin all too fantastic these days.just been livin i guess. adam leaves for germany tomorrow:(which sux ass in case nobody knew.been fightin with my mom lately but i think things are pretty clear now..i tell her where i am and come home by 11 every night then she leaves me alone and askes no questions. i am gonna miss adam sooooo fuckin much ( Read more... )

well ok havnt turned on ym computer in hella days. sorry bout that....but yeah anyways SCHOOLS OUT!!!! (for summer......)lol....im in a good mood...these past few days have been interesting.....day befor yesterday i learned how to longboard:) adam taught me at pulty...i felt soo cool cuz i have NEVER been able to stand on anything with wheels let ( Read more... )

today i was thinking about alot of stuff randomly...upbeat style..not emo but still emo at heart...woot for bipolar abilities and i felt like writing a note to my adam and it ended up my detailed explaination of my life views...one quote i got from it was one of the most honest things i have ever written....

"i figured out why bubbles and clouds ( Read more... )

oi yesh thats right..they are back....now all i need is everybody but my mom to leave...i dont want anybody else around...from my family that is. they came home around 5.....i cleaned the fuck out of the house today then went to work for 3 hours....got some great songs today off the net..i missed these songs soooo fuckin much..... my favorite song ( Read more... )

well heres my shit from yesterday for whoever may care...most of it pplies to today as well ( Read more... )

im feeling freakishly positive about life today.not sure why....i wrote this fat note yesterday to nobody in particular but im too lazy to write it in here right now so ill do that later but i just wanted to share my positive energy...:) sposed to go swimmin with the boy later...so yeah  who knows....i want coffee and i need a book but whatevs... ( Read more... )

hmmm yeah today was wierd..i was all happa nd bouncy ALL day it was wierd...then i finally got back to me at dinner time...i hate hearing ppl chew but thats what i get with my family...i still have to sit with them even though i wont eat.

2 days without hanging out with adam..its wierd...even weirder that he is with other ppl and not me...all day ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )