wrap me in butterflies and pretend im pretty
got up early and went to adams to help him finish packing then took all of them to bart at 10:30 and his flight leaves at 4. i hate planes so yesterday i bought him a calling card so he can let me know he is ok.18 days without adam.shit.i miss him already.he was laughin at me cuz i wouldnt stop lookin at him this mornin. i hope he has fun though.oi i love germany. right now i want flowers,butterflies and coffee.the weather sucks ass so i get none of these.so today i will drown myself in mindess shit.tv,sims and laundry all sound nice.who knows maybe ill venture as far as blockbuster soon. i swear today is the only day im giving myself to be like this.wow i have to take care of the baby on wed and i already can see how thats gonna go. im gonna get all pathetic, maybe cry but dance alot.she is so pretty and she loves flowers and being outside so thats where we'll be most of the day i bet.i love babies.and tell me aurora isnt a cool ass name.hmmm i need quiet time.
hmm i wanna hang tomorrow.who's doin what?
thus begins day one alone