Im so tired right now but i cant sleep. ive got alot on my mind and it really sucks because theres nothing i can do about it. Any other time i write a poem or listen to music or something but ive written about the same problem like 13 time. i dont think this is healthy. i was sitting her thinking about how Love sucks and how most humans seem to ( Read more... )

Wow!i just look out the window and realized that it was light out side! yeah i havent slept in forever, im feelin alright, 3 drinks later. I have come to a conclusion about my friendships and it is that they all BLOW!! I think at this point im really better off not having close friend. Lauren and I are growing apart but, its a good thing we both ( Read more... )

Ok,...where to start...ummm since the last time i wrote things have got nothing but worse, i really just want to move and get away from here its not like there is anything here for me. well lets see whats else has happened in my stupid life oh i know i dyed and cut my hair its really short REALLLLLLY SHORT! yeah i did it myself last night at 1:42 ( Read more... )

I had a very interesting day. I hung out with my stepmom and got my tarot cards read. It was a new experience and kinda weird at the same time. ummm.. She said I'm supposed to meet my love in the next year which is cool. Because I'm tired of being lonely. Then again I'm also apprehensive about getting into a relationship because I fall too fast ( Read more... )