today i went to the beach ( Read more... )

( THE BEACH HOUSE. )

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( YESTERDAY. HAHAHAH. )

it's always the same! it's always fucking the same thing.. the need to write, the will to write.. then the pen hits paper and it's a blank for a blank canvas.. nothing to write, nothing to express. nothing to get out.. i'm empty once again and the fullness i felt yesterday from knowing i am who i want to be slowly disappears as i realize i have ( Read more... )

i was going to update with like four pictures but uhh i'm leaving haha maybe in a day or a couple days or when i get back or when i have time or something. anyways. yeah k bye < 3

the last two years for me have been all about change. changing myself, changing my friends, changing my mind, changing my habits, changing my grades. change. changing my relationships with my parents, changing my taste in music, changing my taste in boys. change, change, change. mostly changing myself. opening myself up to people. trying to trust. ( Read more... )

today was a really good day for me.
and i'm still not sure why.
hahahaha.

( banquet pictures. )

banquet.
i'd like to think the video went alright..
everybody said it did.
buuuut.
it kept fucking up
and i felt bad about the sound screwing up and us having to rewind in themiddle of a senior's section.
retarded.
i feel bad.
but i hope it works so a lot of people buy it.
i could really use the extra cash hahahaanyways ( Read more... )