For some reason I decided that I wanted to go through this journal this morning and made the horrible mistake of telling Joe about it. He hounded me for a while about figuring out my user name so he could read all about my formerly emo ways. (yes...he knew me then. but still,the shit I wrote in here gets pretty lame)I refused to tell him but ( Read more... )

I wish I could have figured out who I was a long time ago.
Lots of time wasted. thought I knew.
constantly evolving but same at the core.

do i have it figured out this time?
is it possible for you to know me when I'm not sure that I do?

Well it's been over 4 years since I have even thought about this and here I am. Back on the LJ thanks to a random text from Ambria a few mornings ago ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life I have some self-confidence...I am proud of what I am doing and the person I am becoming ( Read more... )

Life just keeps looking up for me ( Read more... )

I'm back in school!!!!, things have been pretty shitty lately but good all at the same time, bad things jsut keep happening but watev i won't let them get me down. my friends are great, i'm doing okay in school and i've just been having a lot of fun. i go to camp in 2 weeks even tohugh i should be there now ( Read more... )

I'm home...it sucks. I don't really talk to M.Top people anymore so lots of boredom. I miss my KU kids. The home life is alreayd not shaping up to what I hoped it would be. I came home for one last desperate attempt at making things well..that was stupid. I'll prob be back at KU in a few days. Camp is a month away..I can't wait. Then back to ( Read more... )

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I love my friends I can't help smiling and I am so excited to be at this point in my life. My friends are so amazing and I can't say that enough. I can be myself and have amazing conversations about so many aspects of life that teach me. I learn so much about so many different things and also about myself ( Read more... )

Life has been going extremely well for me..it's kinda creepin me out actually. I haven't been really emo ina long time but I've had many opporunities to be. My friends are amazing, the best I've ever had. Dan, Katie, Adam, Scott, Jafar, Toph, etc. are the best people ever. It's kinda weirdin me out how happy I am. LIke I used to just live ( Read more... )