This is most likely my last entry for my live journal. I haven't written in this for roughly a year and a half. Honestly the only reason I'm actually writing in this is because of Casey. I don't even know what to say anymore, so here it goes ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this shit.
I can't be around people when I'm with them,
but I can't be alone when I'm not with anyone.
I need to talk.
But I have nothing to say.
I don't even know what I feel.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

It's funny how easy it is ( Read more... )

I've pretty much had this
really empty feeling inside.
I've been like this for about
a week or so. And for the first time,
nothing, not even 3 days of the best
skiing of my life could fill this.
Maybe I'm just scared.
Scared that I can't see a future for
myself in anything.
Since the one thing I'm good at
apparently isn't a good enough
career.

big mouth strikes again

it's so nice to know ( Read more... )

would you just fucking say it?
you think I'm a piece of shit.
I know you do and it's ok.
because I am.
I know it.
you might as well
give up on me.
I don't deserve
someone like you.

I think that I found
what was missing in
my happy equation.
All thanks to Anderson Young.

she's pretty amazing.

I hate this feeling ( Read more... )

So Keswick was pretty amazing ( Read more... )