I went rock climbing today. Almost died. It was fun.

I feel really shitty at the current moment. Not like I am sick type of shitty though. I don't really know how to explain it.

I don't having much of anything to say tonight. I'll update if anything comes to mind.

Lyric of the day: Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse ( Read more... )

Well, I finally realized that I babble on continuously because I am afraid to let my mind wonder and think about things. Whenever I have time to think I come back to reality and get all depressed, and who wants to talk to me when I'm like that. Nothing worth writing about at the current moment. Went shopping today, that's pretty much all that ( Read more... )

How can anyone make me feel this happy by saying a few simple words? Not "I Love You" or anything like that, just meaningless conversation. The feeling I get when he signs on or starts a conversation with me, it's just weird. I shouldn't feel that way about anyone. I don't want to be the mushy type. I hate showing emotion, it make me feel weak. I ( Read more... )

Lyric of the day: So cut my wrist and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight or die ( Read more... )

This is the start of my newest online journal. I made this to get my emotions out and as a place I can go to look back on things. This is for myself, not for everyone else to read and feel sorry for me or think I am trying to get sympathy. I just need a place to vent....so here goes ( Read more... )