IS THIS REAL HAPPINESS?
How can anyone make me feel this happy by saying a few simple words? Not "I Love You" or anything like that, just meaningless conversation. The feeling I get when he signs on or starts a conversation with me, it's just weird. I shouldn't feel that way about anyone. I don't want to be the mushy type. I hate showing emotion, it make me feel weak. I keep telling myself it is just a stupid crush, that it doesn't really mean anything, but the reason I tell myself that is because it is what I want to believe. Maybe it is more, or maybe it is nothing at all. We shall see what it turns into in the future.