By Your Side

[emmram]

Written for ravelqueen's awesome prompt at the latest comment-fic meme at ohsam: "For some reason Sam gets his psychic powers back... but rather than Sam controlling them, Lucifer seems to be able to."

Warnings: SPOILERS for s7 until 7.07: The Mentalists. Weirdness, present-tense, metaphor-abuse, punctuation-abuse.

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or any of its

Comments

[amberdreams]

This is becoming a series, isn't it... Such a grim view inside Sam's head, and the increasing desperation and horror Dean is feeling is all the more telling seen through Sam's Lucifer-foggy brain.

[emmram]

Thank you! :)

I could seriously write this all day... there's a sequel, and I have ideas for writing more. >.

[amberdreams]

Cool! I'm up for reading more :D

[kettle_o_fish]

Oh oh OH! This is so unsettling and sad. I love it. And I'd love to see more! *hands you all of the Internet cupcakes*

[emmram]

Yay, thank you! \o/ I wasn't sure of how this would be received, but I'm rather pleasantly surprised by the response.

There's more! :)

Inventing the Siren

[auroramama]

Extremely more-ish. As the muse moves you, of course.

Too plausible, that Sam might begin to fragment this way without ever seeing it. His lesson learned about concealing the use of his powers won't help if he doesn't remember that Lucifer isn't real. Or perhaps I should say "isn't a separate physical entity," because he's plenty real. And he's spent more time with Lucifer than with Dean; who's his touchstone again?

Sam can turn Lucifer into anything he wants to without realizing what he's doing. Now, what does he want Lucifer to be? He's going to end up with something that's partly Dean!Siren, partly Lucifer at his most compelling, and partly Sam without his self-control, because you can't exert self-control over something you don't think is you. Oh, my.

Re: Inventing the Siren

[emmram]

This. Just what you said. Playing on the idea that this is a hallucination that we're dealing with, and that Sam spent hell (pardon the pun) of a lot more time with Lucifer than he did with Dean...

He's going to end up with something that's partly Dean!Siren, partly Lucifer at his most compelling, and partly Sam without his self-control, because you can't exert self-control over something you don't think is you.

Oh, you put it so beautifully. :D

There's more! The muse is very excited by this idea, I assure you. :)

[quickreaver]

...he opened his eyes, and lucifer smiled at him.

sam smiled back. thank you, he said.

EEEEE! Danger danger danger! (But it's oh so tasty and can we have more please? Pleeeeeeease?)

[emmram]

Yay, thanks for reading! ♥

[minviendha]

Nnnrgh.

You did it again. Look, you did it again. You know how I was just talking about that 'wordless' thing?

Dammit.

I want more of this. :| Because Sam and Lucifer are my favorite thing lately and Sam starting to find comfort in Lucifer's presence is even more favorite and also

also you are just the best so there you go.

[emmram]

*blushes* Your praise never fails to make me bounce around in sheer joy. Thank you so much! :DDD