people are bastards. i really dread having kids in this world. i know it can get fixed but thinking about it makes me feel sick and scared...

im sorry for me and ali being so loud last night!! hope we didnt piss people off too much! got a tad drunk! think cos we havent been for three weeks we added all the lack of drinkinness together and did it all last night! obviously not feelin too good now! hehe!

i ended up going out last night although i had sat in a crumpled sleepy heap for hours, and had just wanted my bed. but then we had a strange psycho trying to get into our house so that kinda woke me up! it was really quite scary! EVERYONE MAKE SURE U ASK WHO IS AT THE DOOR BEFORE OPENING IT ( Read more... )

its a real problem but my wife has typhoid and im also concerned by the possibility of her growin some cauliflowers! hehe ( Read more... )

i have decided that i suffer from this. it is very true that weather can affect ur state of mind-if you wake up and its sunny it can make a huge difference to how you feel. i always misjudge the temperature when i see that its sunny though. i immediately think its gonna be really hot and wear short pants-unfortunately i freeze my ass off! i also ( Read more... )

i have stuff that i have to do, like take my overdue library books back and pay the fine that i have got but have i moved since wakin up... i think not. i feel so lazy and kno i should move but im feelin so lethargic... dont know why. i didnt get out of bed till 2pm and still am not moving. i wanted to go to the gym today but really thats not gonna ( Read more... )

i felt so so ill today! i drank far too much last night and dont remember anything.it sounds quite amusin but its scary that i remember nothing. i normally forget some things but not the whole night ( Read more... )

i had to come home this morning cos some guys fixing the radiator but its so cold in ma house!!! im gonna go to bed when he leaves and snuggle up with ma teddy bears! ive had a lack of sleep this week so im planning to sleep for the rest of the day! i cant cope with not having sleep ( Read more... )

so this week has been one of extreme pyhsical pain but i have survived but am feelin sorry for myself at the mo!hehe! might be going for a meal tonight so thats exciting but i keep feeling really queasy ( Read more... )

its starting again on tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E4 9pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!