Wow. Just...wow. I wasn't sure if I wanted to read this fic at first, because I didn't know if I was going to like the drug element of the fic. I wasn't sure if it was going to be angsty/drugs/sex, or fluffy/drugs/sex. I am very happy to learn that it was the latter.
There wasn't any point in this fic where I felt uncomfortable. If Kurt was going mental from drug-related issues, then I wouldn't have enjoyed it, but the way he and Blaine turned it into an intimate, special thing really changed the atmosphere for the better.
I especially loved the scene where Kurt, Blaine, Puck, Lauren, and Brittani all smoked together. Totally hilarious. Also, I was looking forward to (and am happy it happened) Kurt and Blaine having sex while high. Your descriptions of what the two of them feel every time they smoke are so funny and psychedelic.
Anywho, awesome fic! Great job taking such a negative topic as drugs and turning it into something so fluffy.
Hello again! :) I remember you from way back when "Howl" was first being posted, darlin'! It's nice to see you 'round these parts once more!
Thank you very much for reading, and I'm so happy you enjoyed the fic despite it not being your usual fare! This was a fluffy, happy, introspective smut fic through-and-through. :) And honestly, I am so very happy and relieved that nothing in this story made you feel uncomfortable. There's a rather negative stigma in this fandom against marijuana consumption, which I find very interesting, and I really wanted to present a story wherein all of the consumption was 100% consensual, safe, and with trusted people. There's so much more to it than acting like an idiot like stoner movies would show you; with the right people -- like Kurt and Blaine in here -- it can be turned into an incredibly loving, intimate experience. I'm really delighted that, even though this sort of story is unusual for you, the way they turned it into something special appealed. <3
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This (and by extension you) are my favourite thing in the universe at the moment. I'm still reeling from your achingly beautiful prose, the unbelievably relatable way you describe feelings, and how much I really fudging want a hit ATM. I think my favourite part, regardless of how wonderful everything else was, is how you kept Kurt and Blaine still feeling like Kurt and Blaine.
I don't have the words to describe how much I adore this.
I also have to admit that beyond the last scene (omfg *fans self*), which was not only hot but rich with emotion, my favourite part had to be the one with New Directions. Your Puck was a thing of beauty.
Oh look at the gushy babble -- I don't believe a fic's ever done this to me before.
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And I have to agree with the above -- I really, really want to get super-duper high rn. And then make pancakes. And eat them.
Heehee, oh my goodness, thank you! <3 I'm so very flattered to hear you say that! It makes me very, very happy that this was an enjoyable read for you -- and that it was evocative enough to relate to and even give you cravings. (I could practically taste it in my mouth while I was writing some of these scenes, I had such cravings, so I totally relate! Have fun if you decide to follow through with that notion. ;D) That really is the most massive compliment!
Also, thank you very much regarding characterization! Honestly, I never would have written something like this if I didn't think I could keep Kurt and Blaine consistently themselves throughout the entire thing, just like I wouldn't have written it if i saw marijuana as something the boys would never ever do. There's no fun in reading about strangers with characters' names; we read stories like this to experience those characters being put in different and new situations, so I'm very pleased you felt they remained true to themselves
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Damn, girl. DAMN. Just spent a few hours reading this in one go. And I LOVED it. And I'm a straight edge kid, so that's really saying something :D So glad you let this one grow into a monster <3
Thank you so very much, sweetie!! :) I'm so happy you enjoyed it! I'm honestly very straight-edged myself in real life, too: I study hard, work hard, try hard. I'm a very responsible person who just happens to indulge in marijuana occasionally! But I'm happy you enjoyed this little peek into something different. And omg yes, it totally grew to become so monstrous omg. So happy you liked it!
oh my god, I FINALLY FINISHED THIS AND IT WAS GLORIOUS. GAH-LOOOOOR-EE-US. i don't even know where TO BEGIN.
1. i never thought i'd need to read a pot!fic until i saw this. now i gots the munchies for it, if you can excuse the cheesy allusion 2. you totally hit on kinks i didn't even realize i had-- well, forgot i had, lol. shotgunning and stoned!sex laskjdfsadflkfd YES. 3. i really loved how you made every scene count. i loved all of it-- especially the ND scene! another scene that really struck me was between Marita and Blainers and Kurtsie-- how Kurt is thinking to himself, "you look more white," and then it ALL comes back again to the end when it's Blainers is all about presentation. i actually would have loved a greater extension/headcanon for that scene; it left me aching for more interactions with blainers and his family. i never thought about it, but blainers does "pass" for white in a way that darren doesn't... and it's giving me a new way to think about blainers do than just a desire to be a charming, dapper crooner
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omg long comment was really long and i actually had to remove some of my comment in order to make it fit and omg don't be afraid of my scary long comment i just have so many feelings
haha, i had to laugh at your apologizing for leaving a long comment to Emiliana, because she is soooo used to the long babbling comments that go on forever. they happen quite a bit. i definitely have left multi-comment box comments before. and she's amazing in ther thoughtful long responses back, so don't be sorry. be grateful that we have such an incredible author who makes us feel so much for here writing that we can't contain it in a small,"oh my god, that was fantastic" comment.
Heeheee, you know me too well, darlin'! *just finished posting a long response back* XD
Seriously, though, thank you! It always means so very much to me when you guys take the time to respond with such amazing, insightful, and thoughtful responses. As much as I love "omg yay!" comments, there's nothing quite like epic comments. <3 Thank you to everyone!!
My god this was amazing however I stupidly read this at work and now I'm in that symbiotic headspace where if you hang out with drunk people you feel drunk and now I feel so high AND IT SUCKS! Not because I don't have any and wish I did but because I do have some at home but I can't smoke it cause I have to edit a fucking assignment, tertiary education fucking sucks sometimes.
Thank you so very much!! :D I'm so pleased that you enjoyed it! And aha, I totally understand that sensation! I plugged myself into my headphones and wrote wrote wrote for both the blowjob scene and the final scene, and when I stood up after both those times I legitimately felt dizzy with that feeling, believe it or not! So I totally sympathize! (And I think it's actually worse when you want to and you can, technically, but you CAN'T because you have things to do. XD Torture!)
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There wasn't any point in this fic where I felt uncomfortable. If Kurt was going mental from drug-related issues, then I wouldn't have enjoyed it, but the way he and Blaine turned it into an intimate, special thing really changed the atmosphere for the better.
I especially loved the scene where Kurt, Blaine, Puck, Lauren, and Brittani all smoked together. Totally hilarious. Also, I was looking forward to (and am happy it happened) Kurt and Blaine having sex while high. Your descriptions of what the two of them feel every time they smoke are so funny and psychedelic.
Anywho, awesome fic! Great job taking such a negative topic as drugs and turning it into something so fluffy.
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Thank you very much for reading, and I'm so happy you enjoyed the fic despite it not being your usual fare! This was a fluffy, happy, introspective smut fic through-and-through. :) And honestly, I am so very happy and relieved that nothing in this story made you feel uncomfortable. There's a rather negative stigma in this fandom against marijuana consumption, which I find very interesting, and I really wanted to present a story wherein all of the consumption was 100% consensual, safe, and with trusted people. There's so much more to it than acting like an idiot like stoner movies would show you; with the right people -- like Kurt and Blaine in here -- it can be turned into an incredibly loving, intimate experience. I'm really delighted that, even though this sort of story is unusual for you, the way they turned it into something special appealed. <3 ( ... )
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I don't have the words to describe how much I adore this.
I also have to admit that beyond the last scene (omfg *fans self*), which was not only hot but rich with emotion, my favourite part had to be the one with New Directions. Your Puck was a thing of beauty.
Oh look at the gushy babble -- I don't believe a fic's ever done this to me before.
♥
And I have to agree with the above -- I really, really want to get super-duper high rn. And then make pancakes. And eat them.
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Also, thank you very much regarding characterization! Honestly, I never would have written something like this if I didn't think I could keep Kurt and Blaine consistently themselves throughout the entire thing, just like I wouldn't have written it if i saw marijuana as something the boys would never ever do. There's no fun in reading about strangers with characters' names; we read stories like this to experience those characters being put in different and new situations, so I'm very pleased you felt they remained true to themselves ( ... )
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1. i never thought i'd need to read a pot!fic until i saw this. now i gots the munchies for it, if you can excuse the cheesy allusion
2. you totally hit on kinks i didn't even realize i had-- well, forgot i had, lol. shotgunning and stoned!sex laskjdfsadflkfd YES.
3. i really loved how you made every scene count. i loved all of it-- especially the ND scene! another scene that really struck me was between Marita and Blainers and Kurtsie-- how Kurt is thinking to himself, "you look more white," and then it ALL comes back again to the end when it's Blainers is all about presentation. i actually would have loved a greater extension/headcanon for that scene; it left me aching for more interactions with blainers and his family. i never thought about it, but blainers does "pass" for white in a way that darren doesn't... and it's giving me a new way to think about blainers do than just a desire to be a charming, dapper crooner ( ... )
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Seriously, though, thank you! It always means so very much to me when you guys take the time to respond with such amazing, insightful, and thoughtful responses. As much as I love "omg yay!" comments, there's nothing quite like epic comments. <3 Thank you to everyone!!
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Awesome story though, amazingly well done <3
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I'm so happy you liked it!
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