What Am I Doing Wrong

[em_windsor]

As anybody who's known me for more than a week can figure out, I have low self-esteem. Chronic low self-esteem. The kind that one over exaggerates in order to make themselves feel special enough to get special treatment. But especially, I really, most of the time, can't fathom why or how I have friends

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[parvati564]

Wow, we are so alike. Really, I always try to be funny but it just doesn't work out. Which is a shame. A major shame. See, I have an incredibly gorgeous twin sister who's insanely hilarious. You know those perfect girls, the beautiful ones who dress nicely, are charismatic, hilarious, and somewhat intelligent? That's my sister. She's insanely popular and alluring to the guys. I, on the other hand, am that girl (I'm currently a high school senior) who has dyed hair (it's blue right now but it was purple last month), is insanely philosophical (to the point that people just think I'm plain serious. Way, way too serious), a bit into all things Japanese-related, obsessed with writing, intrigued with psychology and anatomy and English, etc. I barely speak and people never seem to be able to refrain from telling me how incredibly different I am from my sister. It's so damn annoying. I like being around people, but, truthfully, I'm your typical recluse who's just into thinking and daydreaming and wandering the streets at night by herself. I