peace



amazing cover, jock this shit.

tell me something you've always been too afraid to tell anybody.
tell me what you like about me or what you hate about me.
tell me anything but make it anonymous.
and remember; it's a secret so make it good!

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I've been thinking about the past a lot lately, for what reason I'm not really sure. Maybe it's because after all that hurt and drama I never thought that I would be able to put myself out there again, but that wasn't true. It's different now and a lot of my insecurities and fears are because of past struggles that I can't seem to let go of. It's ( Read more... )

Sooo much to do this week... it's really stressing me out and I can almost feel a panic attack coming on ( Read more... )

I can't remember the last time I was this happy, it's incredibly refreshing. Work, school, friends, family, everything is exactly where I would like it to be. I am so thankful for all of that. Sometimes you just have to wait the ride out and see where it takes you, even if it's not a ride you'd like to be on in the first place... and sometimes the ( Read more... )

She's a vicious friend... the kind that likes to make you realize your past mistakes and make sure you never make the same ones again. Sometimes, she even likes to put you at the opposite end of the fucked up shit you did in the past. All this makes me reevaluate everything and realize that I was in the wrong. Even though I was hurt by someone ( Read more... )

I need to read more books... reread more books.

The Great Gatsby
The Outsiders
The Perks of being a Wallflower
Catcher in the Rye

and so many more that are sitting on my shelf.

I don't think I can do this. This girl that I've become, this isn't who I am. I'm not a crazy, jealous girl and I don't know how I got this way. How do I let go the hurt from the past? I don't know how to feel pretty or worthy anymore; I just feel broken and empty. It's emotionally draining and I wish I knew how to make it stop.

Maybe I just need time to myself. No one but me, myself, and I. Figure myself out maybe, get down to the core of who I am and what I really want out of life. Cause I don't think this is it...