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Why do I fucking do this to myself?????
Why do if I do it if I dont want to but I do want to, I'm so confused. And Sad.

Holy Shit. Live Journal. Hi ( Read more... )

So, it's saturday night and what am I going to spend my night doing ( Read more... )

I feel like everyone hates me

I've put on weight I think. Gross. Not that it really matters. I'm already a disgusting blob.

So sick of being single with retarded random guy situations.

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I am so fucking over everything and everyone and everyone else's drama ( Read more... )

I am thinking of looking into the oak house. I don't know. I'm not sick enough. But I'm so mentally fucked... I want to be sick again though. I get so triggered. It's so easy to find those old feelings again. Why bother fighting it?

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Really not OK.

I annoy everyone. Why am I such a shitty person?

Finding it really hard to get up each day. Want to disappear.

I just had to put Quinci to sleep this morning ( Read more... )

I feel pathetic. I'm so sad all the time. I'm sick of this feeling. Plus all I want to do lately is eat. I am out of control with my eating. It's been ages since I've been like this ( Read more... )