idk what to do...i am so frickin stressed...well church sucked really really bad this week...they made me cry :(...so i definately stopped Steve from ruining his life...hell yes!...go me...wish i felt that good about everthing...ugh im so flipin bored...i wont have my comp back for a while either...how gay...so charlie likes me and so does billy... ( Read more... )

so i couldnt update for a while cuz my comp was being gay so yeah this is from the week before this one hehe

best...friends < / 3 love you buddy! wow church was..interesting...on wednesday...cept for the fact i was sad but whatever...cant change it...ummm so i was really mad at billy and stuff cause he basically said the only reason he liked me ( Read more... )

so im back to square one with guys...grrrr...i hate this shit...maybe ill just be single for the rest of my life...lol...funny...so i need to get a a job and i need to find a place to start dance lessons and i need to finish my work for college and my classwork is still sitting not done and what am i worrying about?...him...this is gay...how do you ( Read more... )

so i broke up with jeremy...again ...i feel bad but i cant help but be happy that its over at this point...where are you going? what are you doing? but i wanna hangout! ask your mom...she said no...beg her then. why are you going to do that when you havent hung out with me all day? am i not that important to you?...if i heard that again i was gonna ( Read more... )

There is a voice inside of you
That whispers all day long,

There's no more reason to hide
There's so much love inside,

When we first fell in love
We were lost within its power,

Oh, this passion burns me deep
with these pleasures I can never sleep,

Sunshine of my morning
Moonlight of my nights

ok i have a boyfriend and his name is jeremy...now when i started going out with him i really thought i liked him...but now i look at it and i think i am using him...i feel really bad and i dont want to dump him because i dont want him to hate me...this sucks ( Read more... )

fri night i went to celebration station beat two guys playing laser tag, cheated at pool, won 86 tickets with 15 tokens, pissed some guy that works there off, lost 2 put put golf balls and resorted to trying to play minerature soccer lol, and had so much fun with amanda and kristie ( Read more... )

heh im really bored and steve hates me cause i told him i would not go out with him...im sorry i just dont like the kid like that...geez people...anyways...i am sick of youasking me to lie for you so dont expect me to...if you want me say you do...im done with the games...im not a toy!...i <3 you all tho ( Read more... )

So i made the dance team! yay! now i have something to take my mind off the gay shit happening ( Read more... )

this is gay i hate my life...sometimes i just wanna kill myself...nobody would care...i fuckin love him and he could give two shits about me anymore..isnt that wonderful...and you fuckin people and your lies...you think i wouldnt find out?...yea i almost died in january and now i kinda wish i did...not that anyone knows that anyway...only jared who ( Read more... )