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ok i have a boyfriend and his name is jeremy...now when i started going out with him i really thought i liked him...but now i look at it and i think i am using him...i feel really bad and i dont want to dump him because i dont want him to hate me...this sucks...
then there are these two people that i have liked for a really long time...but i cant date them...one has a girl...the other has dated a friend of mine and two of my friends like him also so that makes him off limits...wow that sucks...
and then there is this thing where my first love hates me...that reallllyyyy sucks...but i cant do anything and that sucks even worse...
oh wow you think your life might get better and then you realize its all a lie...or you just wake up...what else is new?
kinda stupid right? i know i complain alot in this journal but its the only way to vent my feelings cause i dont like to talk about it...writing is just easier...
and if you have a problem with me tell me dont start rumors and shit...grow up!
and for all of my friends...i appreciate you all and the way you put up with my shit...even on my really bad days when i complain a lot...i love you guys!!!!
<3 Samm
then there are these two people that i have liked for a really long time...but i cant date them...one has a girl...the other has dated a friend of mine and two of my friends like him also so that makes him off limits...wow that sucks...
and then there is this thing where my first love hates me...that reallllyyyy sucks...but i cant do anything and that sucks even worse...
oh wow you think your life might get better and then you realize its all a lie...or you just wake up...what else is new?
kinda stupid right? i know i complain alot in this journal but its the only way to vent my feelings cause i dont like to talk about it...writing is just easier...
and if you have a problem with me tell me dont start rumors and shit...grow up!
and for all of my friends...i appreciate you all and the way you put up with my shit...even on my really bad days when i complain a lot...i love you guys!!!!
<3 Samm