hi.
:D
im tired\drunkish\giggly\sick

:)

in all honesty, what i really want, is for you to be happy.

i wish my perception of you was the same as when i first met you ( Read more... )

i love him so much it hurts.

we had a pretty good talk today, but i still find myself being nervous.

i can't lose him. and if i do, i know shit won't be good.
i know i won't survive.

fucking pathetic? yes.

i don't care anymore.

everyday consists of fear and anger.

fuck.

i don't feel anything anymore.

nothing seems fun to me.
i can't really eat. it doesn't look appetizing anymore.
at work i just stand there not really doing anything.

i hate my motherfucking job. i hate it.

i hate my living arrangements. I need to get out of here.

i love my boyfriend. he's the only thing that matters anymore.

actually, i'm not really that happy anymore.

i still love andrew. but all in all, i'm pretty miserable.

so i was just thinking about everything and I realized that this is the happiest i've ever been ( Read more... )

yes.

i am in love with an amazing guy.

i dropped out of hvcc.
im getting an apartment with andrew.

my birthday is coming up.

im pretty happy for the most part.

i'm in love.

love i hope.