Dears, my brain is sizzling. Literally. I've just had a discussion that made my mind go kaboom. And I really need your opinion to sort it out ( Read more... )

Below are the promised New Year pictures - my Dad by the NY eve table and two pictures of me and Hasya done by Tosha. :)

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When somebody dear says "You're spending my time..." and "I don't want to be close to you while you're depressed" - what do they mean?

Darn it. I feel good. I feel great. I feel wonderful. C "What about Bob" ;)

Oh, and I've been called "a weakling" again. Maybe I am. But I'm. Not. Giving. Up.

And I'm alive and still hoping.

I shouldn't have posted the previous post. I shouldn't have mulled over this pain. Because the result was that I couldn't sleep all night, and got the symptoms of a severe food poisoning. Only I know for sure that it's just stress. Last time I had the same thing right after Tosha's boyfriend made his ill-famed stunt, before that - mostly at the ( Read more... )

My Mom spoke to Tosha while I was at svetly's place, and my Mom told her, quote: "I think Ellin's paying for my sins, I had such a wild youth..." - Meaning that the reason why I don't have a wild youth is not because I don't wish to, but because she had "too much of it". Wow ( Read more... )

Hello, everyone ( Read more... )

Am sitting at work right now, not quite lucid, as I went to bed at 7:00 am and got up at 10:00. Aaargh! ;) I cannot imagine how I will feel tomorrow after work. :o ( Read more... )

((((Hugs))) to everyone! :k I'm so sorry! After my return everyone seems to want to spend time with me (including Tosha, who had owned me for the whole month! :D) So here I am, rushing between work, friends, relatives, lovely rohirrimka, who came to St. Pete for a visit, search for a suitable hotel for SPb Hoot, and our country house (it's the raspberry ( Read more... )

I have three wonderful news. Whee! Firstly, Tosha is better. Her stuttering is wearing off ( Read more... )

(((Everyone))) I've promised to tell you how my party and birthday went, so here is the tale:

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