Hi, stress!

[ellinestel]

I shouldn't have posted the previous post. I shouldn't have mulled over this pain. Because the result was that I couldn't sleep all night, and got the symptoms of a severe food poisoning. Only I know for sure that it's just stress. Last time I had the same thing right after Tosha's boyfriend made his ill-famed stunt, before that - mostly at the institute, before the exams. But I've never been so sick in my life before. My Mom even wanted to call a doctor, because I couldn't keep water down. :(

I will have to quit it all soon. I'm not looking forward to feeling so bad physically every time after they try to brainwash me. I've slept a bit during the day, and managed to drink a cup of tea (it took me about five hours).