It makes me so mad that I felt so guilty about stuff when it wasn't my fault at all (about stuff with Pat) and they don't care at all even though they're one of the REAL reasons they broke up! and they both lied! and I didn't!
AGH!

Pat might come back to France! I'm so pumped! It would just make everything so much easier ( Read more... )

I was just thinking, everyone I've ever dated for more than just a little bit (which is 3 people), I've started dating around the same time of year, which is like march/april. And I think I've started liking them around the same time.
and thats all.

I hated high school when I was in it, and now I hate it again ( Read more... )

The trip started off by standing in the cold and rain from 1-430 am in Bordeaux, cursing ourselves for using Eurolines again. Mary and I got to Madrid at 230 the next day, 7 hours later than we were supposed to...but it was okay. We stayed at Mad Hostel, which had a vending machine with Mountain Dew, the only Mountain Dew I've seen in Western ( Read more... )

I just read through most of my livejournal from 2008. I was trying to figure out if I was happy when I was in France last time. I haven't been very happy lately. I miss Pat a lot and I miss Columbus a lot. Last time I was in France I think I liked it a lot more. I think a lot of the reason I don't like being here now is because of what I'm missing ( Read more... )

Pat went home this week. I've been pretty bummed out. I won't see him again for probably 5 months. I really hope things work out for us ( Read more... )

I can never get over anything. I hate when I remember something that embarrasses me that I just can't get over! For the most part its really stupid things, but hey.
I just want to know why he stopped talking to me after I sent him letters. But I can't ask! (this is a 2 year old situation).

Tomorrow Pat will be in Europe with me. It will be the first time I'll be in Europe (and this is the 3rd time, and the 5th month of my life that I've been here) that I'll be with a friend that I had before coming here. I can't wait!

I feel like things aren't going to work out. Its early to say, but it just feels that way.

Today has been a long boring day. Its nice to have a stress-free day after very stressful days, but it was too boring. I'll have to find some sort of activities to do during the day/night on Fridays.

Maybe after Pat comes to visit I'll go away on weekends!