what to say? I wish I knew what to say...
hhhuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh!!!!!!
what to do? I wish I knew what to do...
how to feel? I wish I knew how to feel...

Just reporting I'm alive!!!! just living live....inhaling life!!!! the good, the bad and the ugly!!!!

I guess life is never perfect!!!!
pretty good guess don't ya think??

I feel very lonely lately...I feel a huge void in the center of my being. Nights are the worst...I wish I could find someone new to love and I wish someone could love me back...
Other than that life is good...ok job, great friends, great family...

Well, I haven't been around here in a while....I'm glad to say I've been outside living life. I've been working hard( finally got a job that I like)and playing hard. Its good to feel alive again....its good to look at boys again too... all is not perfect...but it is GOOD TO BE ALIVE ( Read more... )

Oh Dear Lord !!!!! Im BROKE!!!!!! and with bills on top of bills on top of bills!!!
I guess I should start thinking about where I want to locate my carton box!

wish me luck, im trying out for a job on saturday...6am sharp!

I feel good na na na na ( Read more... )

I didn't think it was possible to feel this bad...to feel this sad and this empty...and to top it all when I came home my dog had a serious case of diarrea...soooo...I've been feeling like shit while cleaning up and insane amount of it......Isn't life fun sometimes????
Well hopefully things will get better and easier soon....

I was looking at my wedding dress today...its so beautiful, so white ( Read more... )

It breaks my heart to see my dreams die, it kills me inside to see how all I had imagine my life would be disappears right in front of my eyes. I gave all I had to give, I loved as much as I could...but my love never saw that...for some reason he was blind. I don't know what to do....I don't even know if I have tears to cry...i think I've used ( Read more... )