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sometimes i really wish,
i have all the confidence in the world.

so that i can crack the jokes i like,
do the dance i love,
and simply, make people like me just for who i am, without having to try so hard.

why does confidence n self esteem always have to get in the way?

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k i'm screwed. test coming on friday!
aust studies eng phy math econ accounting.soo many subjects
but i'm not prepared, as usual ):

anddddd,
after months of chanting to meetup in sydney
i finally got to meet rachel n woggy during the weekend!
its feeeels utterly great, considering the current situation i'm in. hahaaa
was able to talk non stop n i totally ( Read more... )

just got my haircut and i'm seriously not happy with it..
my fringe is wayyy too short!

the hairdresser was really fast. she snipped at sucha speed that makes my heart skipped a lil everytime i hear those scissors.
and the next moment when i put on my specs, the whole picture look weirddd.
my fringe is weirddd.like jagged bits and pieces sprawling all ( Read more... )

okay. i'm here to complainn today.

life is going at sucha slow and painful speed that its literally killing me. and i feeel like a 10 times older...i feel lethargic all the time and  it makes me die a little at every thought that uni is still so far away in july.

now whats wrong with me lately.

i tried to pick up a book to read, but for less ( Read more... )

and finally, the lunar new year came and past

which leaves me practically nothing major to look forward to..
except for june, the long awaited day to go home (:

maybe its abit late but since the new year is over, that makes me a saddening 21/22 yr old in lunar years..(oh my freaking god?!!)
and so i shall set some serious resolutions that i'll abide to ( Read more... )

well well, beeen so long since i last posted!!
and sheeeesh, 3 mths already.
n the last 3 mths really voooooooomed ( i swear it did) past like nobody's businesss.
everything happened so quickly that at times i almost forgot how i got to where i am.

but now that i recall, it just felt like ytd.
my first sleepness night in sydney,
the first time i ever ( Read more... )

sometimes, i really dunno wad i'm doing, wad i'm saying and wad i;m thinking.
i feel absurd.
totally.
 

What is forever? We cannot comprehend eternity. Everything has a start and end. 
When we get there, when we leave. How long you will talk, when we can stop listening. When we start, when we come. How do you factor in something absolutely nobody can explain. How do you plan for the future when it is never promised and never has an end date?