I am supposed to be studying right now for the mother of all fucking civics exams 2morrow which will most likely decide if I pass or fail!!! I can't concentrate at all ( Read more... )

I am supposed to be studying right now for the mother of all fucking civics exams 2morrow which will most likely decide if I pass or fail!!! I can't concentrate at all ( Read more... )

Well this has been one hell of a lazy ass day! I love it! Up till 4 last night watching Envy! It wasn't too bad. Woke up around 10:30 and watched Monster then Envy again! Haha! Now I'm sitting here thinking I better hurry my ass up and get some homework done ( Read more... )

Well! I didn't get to go hat shopping! But I did get to chill out with my buddy Julie and we had a photo shoot. lol! We're pro. Serious. So here I am sitting around at 2:00 am again with Julez doing nothing. Haha! Cut her some bangs! ... kind of. We like to call the "barely bangs" haha ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a nice and relaxing morning. I'm starting to "de-stress" a bit. I've got the whole weekend off! :D ( Read more... )

Wow! Still up! It's freekin 2:30! I'm so tired. Maybe I should go to bed. I think so; but will I? That is the question? lol! Easy! Nope! God damn sleeping disorder! So much for routine bed times! Stupid doctors don't know anything. I'm incurable I tell you! You know what they say helps sleep?! Wink, wink, nudge, nudge! lol! Wow, I wish I could ( Read more... )

I feel like an overflowing pot of boiling water, frustrating and confusing thoughts are pushing me over the edge. I want to just run forever and ever and IF... IF I ever get tired i'll sit... just sit and think. My mind is filled with the many sad little annoyances and disappointments I have created for myself. I wish I could just feel truly ( Read more... )