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thinking about all this objection and shit enough

to get us down for what might seem like forever.

and by myself i'm loud and angry over these men-

tal obsessions and crime and dirty politicians. but

you might even disagree about who i am when i'm

drunk but i don't even know who i am when i'm so-
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when you'd pick me up in your car, i'd take the last

cigarette from the pack, no questions asked. you'd

turn to me and smile, "when did you start smoking?"

i'd laugh, because we had probably smoked earlier

in the day together. you got on the phone, pertaining

to the weed we were buying. "i got some tussin." but
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i told vanessa i'd write her something from school.

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and you're still trying to be the people you think you love.

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