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[elgremlingo]

I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stands somehow
Thinking of winter
Your name is the splinter inside me

While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you

But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

The walk has all been cleared by now

Comments

[celticfaerie23]

it will get easier day by day...and even if you backslide, its perfectly normal.
glad to hear you're doing okay, well...as okay as you can be *hugs*

Re: Step one my friend

[elgremlingo]

To be honest, i've considered burning or destroying it. but... i dont know. it feels too much like giving up. Even if she DID give up on me, i'm not quite ready to give up on her. I know it's probably stupid, but...*shrug*. Besides, its not like i have alot of opportunities to go looking for someone new. not much of a social life these days ._.