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I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stands somehow
Thinking of winter
Your name is the splinter inside me
While I wait
And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake
The walk has all been cleared by now
Your voice is all I hear somehow
Calling out Winter
Your voice is the splinter inside me
While I wait
I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still
I dont think I'm ever gonna stop missing her. Even when i'm right next to her, i miss her. Or, more to the point, i miss US. But...its getting just a little better every day, except for the days i backslide, but those are coming fewer and farther apart now. I'm proud of myself, in that i havent looked in that box once. I havent dragged out the letter, havent read the love notes, and i havent looked at the pictures or aimlogs. Sure, every other memory is of her, but i already knew my brain hated me. I'm off to NERO now, so have a nice weekend all.