life seems to distract me from this i have a myspace and another blog that my boyfriends little sister made me make nothing really new i moved to michigan that's about it really

so yeha haven't been on here in forever!
well yeha i'm getting a divorce :*( sad i know i'm only 20 not yet 21 and it's over,,, i'm just not in love with him anymore,,, i feel so horrorible about it all Dennis is like the greatest guy ever and i'm so very horrorible,,,, but yeah so how's everyone?!? better than this i hope

So, i'm the happiest i've ever been and that says a lot since i'm a manic-depressent but i realizesall this happiest isn't fillfuling me as it should i love dennis with all my heart but i'm still lonely not from him at all i don't really have any friends and four of my BEST FRIENDS live so far away i miss them so much i'm so sad and lonely without ( Read more... )

Yay! so i realized i'm like an adult now it's very scarey and crazy i mean like last night i was hanging out with dennis, our new neighbor sam (we've known for years)and bobert. well bobert and sam got into this pen threwing fight it was so much fun and it lasted like an hour inside the apartment and out i'm sure the other neighbors love it,,,, ( Read more... )

Well, today is my birhtday YAY ME! and yesterday i got married!! So now i'm Lyzz Lemily!! it was cool, we went to the court house and did it and then went to eat at the denny's my mom manages and it was kewl b/c my dad was there and we talked all night!! i love my daddy!! but today i'm 20!! wow i'm like so old now! next year is drinking age it's ( Read more... )

so today i sign to my aim name shocking i know but i was on and there's this annoying little gay guy and a few of you know who i'm talking about his first name starts with an M and his last name starts with an S!! I've blocked his name so many times in the past and he changes it so finally i just stopped signing on that name b/c i love that name ( Read more... )

I totally bought the my chemical romance cd, < for two reasons i like the song helena and it was only 5.99 at bmg so that totally rox!!> but like the whole cd os great i liked all the songs which is weird b/c there are only five bands that i can listen to any song by them and like even if i've never heard them before But the bands are in abc ( Read more... )

FIRST things first new user pic!! YAY sorry heather you was first ( Read more... )

WOW!! So, i totally didn't even know of this hurricane until the day before it hit! I know that kat hates me and all but i'm really glad she's ok i remember her journal saying she's going to college in new orleans and then i heard this HUGE cagory 5 hurricane is going there and i was worried about her but i glad that she is ok and everything! But i ( Read more... )

so i'm going to be working at Howl-0-scream at busch gardens for halloween this year i just went on friday for the interview thing and saturday for the drug test both hair and urine test which totally CRAZY. both i start for reherasal on the 27 of sept. that's all that's new!

i love the used, bert mccracken is so yummy and his voice just makes me