fic: set out running (but i take my time) // supernatural // dean/bela

[electrumqueen]

so apparently i do this thing where i fluctuate from being really active (on the internets and irl) to being totally totally useless, and incapable of typing even a journal entry to say, "hey, i'm kind of useless right now." SO SORRY ABOUT LAST WEEK!

that also explains this story, which was due... a long time ago. so this is my spnrarepairs story, for iluvroadrunner6.

set

Comments

[redbrunja]

Oh, I wish I could have seen them on the show. I love how they're so broken and sad and themselves.

"I'm sorry," he says, into the softness of her hair, "about the, you know."

"It's okay," she says, remembering his face as he stood over her, remembering the rack against her wrists and ankles and skin, "it probably sucked more for you than me, you cried the whole way through."

"It was my first time," he says, "I barely knew how to hold the knife properly."

"Boo hoo for you," she says, laughing a little: this is when he leans forward, just shy of awkward, and they kiss.

This is funny and heartbreaking at the same time.

[electrumqueen]

ugh ifkr, bela got so shortchanged by show. thank you so much! funny/heartbreaking is totally something that works for them as a pairing, imo. <3

[redbrunja]

So fucking short-changed.

[rosegilmore]

i totally wish i knew this fandom that this fic is for...its really good. :)

Glad to hear from you! And don't worry about dissapearing sometimes, i think it happens to a lot of us!! xD

ps
you should check out this hunger games anonymous drabble ficathon

[electrumqueen]

hahaha spn is... not an amazing show, tbh.

xDDDD yay!

already there!

[scorpiod1]

Oh, this is amazing, bb. Such lovely, striking prose. I love how old and tired they both are, especially Bela and how much pain they both have but there's also a sad kind of sweetness here too, especially at the end.

Oh, and Ben hitting on Bela is A+ :D

[electrumqueen]

thank you sfm bb! <33333 i'm so glad the story worked for you! esp. the sweetness haha.

ben is totally the best, tbh.

[geckoholic]

Just here to let you know that I recced this HERE @ rocksalt-recs.

[electrumqueen]

thank you so much! that's so lovely of you :)

[snickfic]

This is so gorgeous. You do such a wonderful job of depicting why they get together and stay together: gravitational pull, as you say. Because they make more sense to each other than anything else does. And such beautiful language throughout. Gravitational pull. Mmm.