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Oct 22, 2006 09:35

I am sabotage ( Read more... )

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givethemrope October 22 2006, 19:13:57 UTC

You man not be, but you could be..

elaterite October 23 2006, 05:05:45 UTC

I hate that I am not cool enough to keep my guard up, but I miss you a lot and it's weird cause it's sudden and unwelcome but undeniable. How are you

ewigweibliche October 22 2006, 21:08:43 UTC

You sound almost Calvinist in your complete self-abnegation. "I am sabotage" I think this is so insightful - I feel this way A LOT. I keep getting in my own way, I keep shutting down when I should open up, I don't care when I should and I do when I shouldn't.

Why shouldn't you occupy space? Why shouldn't you deign to breathe, exist, live, be happy? You are here, you carry in your very being the imago dei. You are the imago dei. We are human, and we do suck. But not to the core. And that includes you.

elaterite October 23 2006, 05:06:54 UTC

I know it's blasphemy, in a sense, but even saints resented their corporal incarnations -
I just need to stop hating my SOUL. I really love you, you enigma, you. I want your friendship.