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[el_lobo_es_loco]

So, at callbacks today one of the actors who has known me for a year or so just asked me out of the blue if I was married. I replied that no, I was absolutely single and had been so for quite some time and always seemed to be the "other girl" who is the one guys choose not to date in favor of someone else they meet

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[spuma_spumata]

The idea that life hasn't started yet, for whatever reason, is a very dangerous one. Everyone always tells me how much harder it is to meet cool people once you leave school and start "real life." So I figure +1 for being at a college, -1 for being in a ridiculously busy grad program. Looks like you about break even

[el_lobo_es_loco]

Yeah, I think you're right about me wanting to fill an empty space in my life with a boy rather than something I can experience to some degree. I've been trying to have some weekend adventures and all, but it just doesn't work when you get stuck sitting outside a rehearsal room all weekend and have no time to yourself:/

As for the counselor, I'll take it under serious consideration, as I am fairly certain my health insurance would pay for it. I'm just not sure if that's the step I want to take. It seems like every couple of months or so I just have one bad day, and then I'm fine - I think I've been stressed, sick and suffering from a lack of sleep.

On a better note, I'm feeling much better today:)