hey sorry! haven't really had any time to come on here for ages ( Read more... )

ok i had a really really boring time, pretty much, ignoring the fun filled evenings of me and hank talking til like 3 in the morning :D we were in a really remote part of italy so there wasn't much to do! went to the collesium in rome though which was groovy, kinda made me feel a bit sick to know loads of people died where i was standing though ( Read more... )

yeyyeyeyeye, matt's back, ok so we kinda managed to have a bit of an arguement yesterday but he's still back!!! It's just that the only way he can see me is if he comes to the beach with my whole family, and he's not particularly happy about it etc, but tis ok coz last night spoke to him on the phone and afterwards he text me telling me i'm perfect ( Read more... )

it's haks birthday on tuesday! yey to Hank. Hank is my cousin (her real name is maddy - don't ask :P:P:P) and and wow her biday is going to be (as rude boys say) wiicked! lol ( Read more... )

do you ever get it when your so emotional about one thing that the simplest of things can make u cry? my dad poured water on my head today because i didn't have a key and i kept whacking him and hitting him til i burst into tears and ran upstairs, i have no idea why i did it, but i feel totally and utterly miserable now and completely alone. Have ( Read more... )

Missing matt, feeling like my whole body is absolutely exhuasted, even though ive fallen asleep 4 times today. Feeling really low :( Do i really trust him?! :(

just saw matt for an hour to say goodbye :( cant believe he's going away for 2 whole weeks! i felt so mpey after i got on the bus i got off early and walked the rest and just moped :( almost carried on walking past my house but i was like 'snap out of it hari he hasn't left yet!' i just know i'll wake up tomorrow feeling pooey ( Read more... )

managed to go to the swimming pool TWICE both times it was shut, can you believe it?! the times i go and its shut! it wasnt shut other then when i went, and it was so so hot today, and i wanted the exercise, so now i know they open at 12 i've decided to go everyday for 2 weeks while matt's away, that'll show them eh :P ( Read more... )

i want to go swimming today but i don't know what time the swimming pool opens at!!! because on sunday they won't let you go until 1pm and i have to be at my nannys at 12 to clean her house...hmmm, really NEED to swim though as want to, lol, and need exercise ( Read more... )

have just woken up, from a terrible terrible dream. First of all i was on a ship (matts going on a cruise!) anyway and these russian people kept shooting our ship so eventually it was sinking and i had to run around and find something to float in the sea with so i wouldn't drown, so i found an old ladie's shopping trolly and used that :$ anyway, it ( Read more... )