I just realized that I spend 95% of my time trying to calm myself down. Luckily I go to a school thats filled with anxious kids and we spend a lot of time making fun of each other. This thanksgiving we all made food and all of the girls were like "oh my god oh my god what if they hate my food im freaking out you guyssss." So, at least I have people ( Read more... )

Okay so I should be getting ready for school tomorrow because I kind of have a lot to do. Organize bags, do eyebrows, wash hair, wax, blablablablabla ( Read more... )

So, as usual..I'm into TV. You know everyone says I'm an alco but in the end I'm pretty sure TV is more my thing. I've been watching a lot of That 70's show and I remember watching that shit when I was like..thirteen? I don't know, but I remember *knowing* that when I went to highschool I would be Donna (less dykey..no bandanas) and I would find a ( Read more... )

Why my life is awesome ( Read more... )

Soooo ever since the person I spent the most time with got sent to rehab I've been spending a little bit more time at home. Its not that bad, I kind of dig it. Especially since I don't smoke weed anymore I can wander around the house freely without freaking out. But like..I'm starting to get into to TV a lot again which is hilarious because its ( Read more... )

I am seventeen today.

Guess what my parents got me for my birthday?

Drug tested.

Hahahahaha.

I get really intense about food. There are like three things that I actually take pretty seriously, Jesus, Queen and food. And tbh, I hate seeming like a Jesusfreak, and everyone knows that ppl who are obsessed with bands are kind of annoying. So basically the only time you'll ever see me really angry is if you fuck with my food. Yesterday I was ( Read more... )

I've been such a mess lately, in such a lazy way though because I haven't bothered to do much about it. Like all of these things that seem like such a big deal keep on happening and I don't know. I keep on thinking about the beginning of sophomore year and how ill it was. I was like at this point in my life where I had given up all of my vices and ( Read more... )

I have been feeling like shit lately. Nauseous and tired and just idk, achey. The wonders of abusing alcohol and prescription pills. Even though I don't really think thats it. Like, I need to schedule an appointment with my doctor or something cause I've been feeling so shitty lately. I have been waking myself up an HOUR earlier because it takes me ( Read more... )

This is what I have been doing so far junior year ( Read more... )