screened to ryuichi only. Unhackable.

[eiri_x_yuki]

Ryuichi... I...

Im not sure how to beg this of you...

but please... please dont steel both of them from me.

They are all I have left, all I... All I have to hold onto...

I love them.

I dont want to be all alone again...

Tohma... Tohma doesnt like me for who I am now... he gets so angry... he yells alot, and shuichi adores you...He... He leaves me in the

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Private to Yuki ~ Unhackable

[sakuma_r]

You couldn't be more wrong about Tohma. He does care. He wants to be there for you ~ but you keep pushing him away. I'm his best friend ~ and he's been very truthful with me. Just let him in and he'll prove to you how wrong you are. Talk to him. Be honest. Things might just work out for you.

And as for Shuichi...? I won't lie to you. I want him. I think he'd be better off with me ~ someone who's got a similar attitude and outlook. I can help him become something great. I'm afraid you'd only stifle his creativity. He needs to shine, Yuki-san.

((OOC: *looks very sheepish* Yes, I know we haven't interacted in a long time ~ I'm really sorry. My timing's really crappy. We never seem to be online at the same time. But we need some Yuki/Ryu interaction, don't you think? My apologies for not doing this sooner. If you have any suggestions, I'm all ears. ♥?))

Edited: Wait, did you just leave two of them....? O.O

Private to Ryuichi~ Unhackable

[eiri_x_yuki]

I tried. I told him how I have been feeling. He says I am breaking him, he said I didn't love him, that I lie to him. that i make things hard for him

Re: Private to Ryuichi~ Unhackable

[sakuma_r]

Tohma has been upset for awhile now. He didn't mean those things he said to you ~ not without reason anyway. Did you do something to make him doubt you? It's good that you're trying to open up to him. You need to trust him. At the end of the day he has your best interest at heart. I suggest you speak to him straight away about how you're feeling.

Shuichi... He's lying to himself when he says he wants to stay with you. I don't think he can see how destructive you are for him. *sighs* I'll do my best to talk him out of it...but if he does choose you, then...I won't stand in the way.

Don't play games with either of them, Yuki-san.

((OOC: Ahhh, we're finally on at the same time! *LOL* You're being very understanding and helpful. I don't live close to you guys at all. I'm in the U.K. That's one of the reasons why my timing is so awful. But I'm usually on at around this time for about a couple of hours - (It's afternoon here) I can do gmail. Phone could be tricky, unless you're willing to text message. I'm afraid AIM and AOL hate me and

Re: Private to Ryuichi~ Unhackable

[eiri_x_yuki]

I dont want you to...'talk him out of it' I want him to choose who he loves. its up to him. I cant say that i wont be sad if he leaves...

Just... how much do you love him?

Tohma...I want him happy. But I dont think he will let me be the one to make him happy or smile. I think, he doesnt want to let me be the one to make him happy.

[ no problem at all then! Akito-sama lives in the Uk also! I find time to talk to her. And yeah, if you could get on g-mail that would be good! ]]